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  The Rogue

  Allison Butler

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  The Rogue

  Allison Butler

  A charming rogue, a woman with responsibilities, a Highland romance you won’t forget…

  Lowlander Adair has more charm and wit than any one man has a right to, despite being abandoned by his mother when only four. Granted one year’s leave from his duties to the Elliot Clan, Adair travels to the Highlands in search of kith and kin, enjoying whichever women catch his eye along the way. But no one can hold him, and he always leaves the next morning.

  Until he is beaten senseless and wakes to find his wounds being tended by a redheaded, emerald-eyed beauty who has him questioning his roguish ways.

  Orphaned at birth, Keila Fearn spent her early years being shuffled from one relative to the next. But at the age of ten, Keila’s greatest wish is granted when she is given Drummin House by Euphemia I, Countess of Ross, a woman she has never met. The only rule? She can never wed, or the house will revert back to the Earl of Buchan.

  The idea of marriage has never appealed, so Keila works hard to remain self-sufficient and does everything possible to keep her home. She is content with her life and needs nothing more, until the battered stranger left on her doorstep shows her that a home is nothing without a heart.

  About the Author

  Allison Butler is an author of Scottish historical romance. She spent her early years in country New South Wales building pretend castles with hay bales and leaping white posts with her army of two older sisters and a younger brother. Many years later, with her mother’s influence, she discovered a passion for words and history, read her first historical romance and was inspired to write her own. She writes in the morning and cares for the elderly in the afternoon. Her love of travel has given her the gift of many amazing sights but none more heart-stirring than the rugged beauty of Scotland. Allison lives in a small town in New South Wales, Australia, with her very own Scottish hero and a Jack Russell named Wallace. Their two beautiful daughters have left the nest and have begun their own adventures. Allison loves travelling, taking photos, dancing like no one’s watching and seeing the sights from the back of her husband’s motorcycle.

  Acknowledgements

  Thanks to Romance Writers of Australia and Romance Writers of New Zealand for the ongoing support and guidance and all the amazing members I’ve met along the way. Huge thanks to Kate Cuthbert, Kate James, the wonderful team at Escape Publishing and my lovely editor, Belinda Holmes. Super thanks for everything to my awesome writing buddy, Alissa Callen. You are THE best. This story would never have seen the light of day without you. A special thank you to all my friends and family, especially my two beautiful daughters for their constant encouragement and excitement. Love and hugs. And finally, thank you to my gorgeous husband for believing in me, for motivating me and for providing inspiration by mowing the lawn wearing his kilt. Hint, hint. Love you to bits.

  For all the Rorys

  Contents

  About the Author

  Acknowledgements

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Author’s Note

  Bestselling Titles by Escape Publishing…

  Chapter 1

  Scottish Highlands,

  June 1404

  Was he forever destined to be a man without blood kin, a man of unknown origins?

  Adair drained the ale from the cup the stony-faced older woman had slammed onto the scarred table he sat at in one corner of the busy inn. She’d offered him a meal when he’d entered, but the pungent smell of onions mingled with the ripe scent of unwashed bodies confirmed the loaf and salted ham in the sack secured to his saddle would suffice for this evening’s meal.

  She looked at him now, still wearing her permanent frown. He smiled and held up his empty cup to signal he’d like another. It was the finest ale he’d tasted since coming to the Highlands.

  The woman thundered toward him carrying a fresh cup, her brows slashing outward from between her narrowed eyes and her mouth scrunched tight as if she’d lived on naught but fruits of a bitter life. Perhaps she too was searching for something she’d never find.

  Once again she slammed the wooden vessel down before him, sloshing a third of the contents onto the stained table. She towered over him and thrust her open hand out under his nose.

  Adair reached for the leather pouch hidden inside his vest and smiled up at the glowering woman. ‘It has been some time since I’ve spoken with a fair maiden such as yourself.’ It had been several weeks since he’d talked with any woman, a first for Dair and in his mind a definite crime.

  ‘And I’d thought I’d been about long enough to hear it all,’ the woman said glaring down at him. ‘But ye’ve proven me wrong.’

  This woman would be a hard nut to crack. Adair adopted his most innocent expression and looking up at her through wide eyes said, ‘Can a man nae pay you a compliment?’

  ‘I’m nae interested in yer compliments,’ she said in a fierce tone. ‘Only that ye have the means to pay.’ She beckoned with her fingers for him to hurry up and give her what he owed.

  Adair held the correct amount of coin above her palm. ‘I’m more than happy to pay my way.’ He paused to paste on his winning smile. ‘But I’d be happier if I knew the name of the woman who so gracefully served me my ale.’

  Her mouth fell open. ‘Well pull ma teeth and blind me.’

  Adair shook his head and frowned. ‘Nae a good look.’

  She stared down at him as if he were a puzzle she couldn’t solve. ‘Do ye nae give up?’

  ‘Never.’ He grinned up at her.

  ‘Give over the coin, lad,’ she said, wiggling her fingers once more. He dropped the payment into her palm, and the moment she saw it was the right amount she said, ‘There be a room for ye if ye want one.’

  Adair lurched back in his chair. ‘You withhold your name yet offer me a room?’ He raised one brow. ‘You’re a wicked woman.’

  She slowly shook her head. ‘And yer a rogue.’ Her mouth softened into a half-smile.

  ‘Ah, there it be.’ Adair flattened his palm over his heart. ‘My work is done.’

  She turned to walk away, coin in hand, her lips more at ease than when she’d delivered his ale. She looked back over her shoulder. ‘The name’s Morag.’

  Adair settled back in his seat and released a slow breath. He hadn’t lost his touch. He watched Morag resume serving others as he finished his second cup of ale. Having quenched his thirst, he stood and weaved his way out through the crowded tables to the door, where he stopped and gave Morag a wink before he left. Outside, he took several steps down a slight slope, away from the bustling inn that had given him a respite from the thoughts that troubled him more of late.

  Was he forever to be denied knowing his true family and where he’d come from?

  He lifted his face into the southerly breeze scented of pine and the warmth of early summer. At this very moment, standing atop a rise in another unfamiliar town, gazing over the local kirk and graveyard nestled among green and golden rolling hills, he’d wager he was, and he’d likely win a tidy sum.

  But there was no one else about with which to wager. He stood a
lone, with the sun sliding low behind the furthest mountain to the west, stretching shadows into one another. But there lived, deep inside of him, a fierce stubbornness and an unwavering pride that refused to accept or believe such a disappointing outcome was to be his. A strength of will and rigid determination that loitered far down in the furthest recesses of his gut that always, always bucked and writhed when his thoughts took this same turn. And had ever since the day he’d been abandoned by his mother in the Borders at the age of four.

  Who was he? Where did he come from? Why had she left him?

  The muscles inside his chest tightened. Dair snorted, and slowly shaking his head at his mind’s dire wanderings and his body’s unwanted reaction, he looked down at his weathered leather boots. Duff and Cal would worry for him if they were privy to his recent line of thinking. But they never would, for he was adept at ensuring such foolish thoughts and the uncontrollable feelings he suffered were buried beneath a jest and a smile. He was simply tired. All he needed was a good night’s sleep.

  His thoughts remained on his two friends and he wondered if Duff and Cal were having more success finding out who they were and where they’d come from. He hoped so. Even if he never discovered his origins, if either Duff or Cal did, then their happiness would be enough. It would have to be.

  He raised his chin, and drawing in a long breath, looked to where he’d left Demon beneath the lone Scots pine. His horse tossed his black head and pawed the hard ground, his dark coat rippling and highlighting the red smudges that looked to have been left by the sun’s fiery rays. They’d travelled far this day, and every other since they’d set out last summer’s end. They’d both appreciate a good night’s rest.

  Demon stilled at the precise moment Adair sensed he was no longer alone. He lowered his hand to the sword at his waist and made to turn. But before he could, pain ripped through the right side of his head. He staggered and fought to stay on his feet as a succession of blows battered his body and his arms and legs from behind, and then from every direction. He’d been set upon by more than one assailant.

  His fist connected with something solid and he heard a grunt that wasn’t his as he fell to his knees and then forward onto his hands, fighting to escape the fog threatening to steal his senses. He glanced up at the sound of thundering hooves and glimpsed Demon’s dark powerful shape pawing the air in his defence. Thank the Almighty he never tethered his mount. But his horse needed to flee.

  ‘Run, Demon.’

  He managed to give his command before booted feet and fisted hands joined the fray, along with whatever weapon they’d used to deliver the initial blow, demanding his attention and purging his every hard-won breath.

  A kick to the underside of his chin sent him sprawling onto his back in the dust. But they weren’t done with him yet. With every blow, the fog became more dense and dark and finally won.

  ***

  ‘Rory McRae, don’t you dare poke the lass. Let her sleep a moment more while we fetch what we need.’

  Keila almost smiled at her friend and companion Moira’s scolding of Rory. She didn’t move. She didn’t open her eyes. She waited for Rory’s reply.

  ‘Ah, keep yer hair up, Moira. I was just going to make sure the lass was alive.’ Rory spoke close to Keila’s ear in a whisper loud enough to raise the dead. His voice sounded strong, his words certain. She hoped the older man was having a good day. She needed his help.

  ‘Of course she’s alive. She’s sleeping. Leave my hair out of it and come help me fetch the earthen pots for the healing herbs.’

  Keila envisaged Moira patting the sleek strands of her greying hair, pulled back into a no-nonsense bun every morning. She’d happily listen to their colourful banter night and day and never tire of it. Not for the first time, Keila could imagine the kind, yet oft times forgetful Rory and the proper, once-upon-a time lady’s maid as a wedded couple. If Moira wasn’t a confirmed spinster and Rory didn’t already have a wife.

  But Moira’s words reminded her there was much to be done before market day, four days hence. A day that could again prove to be one of Keila’s most joyful, if the calculations she’d stayed up half the night figuring proved correct. If they finished preparing their goods to sell and if they sold well, she’d pay Leith of Drummin Castle the allotted protection money and Drummin House would remain hers.

  She released a long breath. She would keep her home and she could even continue to take in the few passers-by who needed a meal and a place to stay for a short time.

  Heavy footsteps returned and silenced near where she still lay, feigning sleep with one cheek upon her small, scarred wooden desk.

  ‘Is she alive?’

  Keila’s short-lived joy fizzled at Rory’s repeated question. Moira had already answered him. Perhaps he was having a bad day after all.

  ‘She likely spent most of the past night scratching numbers onto her parchment and is dead tired.’

  ‘If ye say so, lass. But her bed is only two steps away in the corner there and I’ve never seen anyone leave such a great puddle of drool where they—’

  Keila finally lost her struggle to hide her smile. ‘I do not drool, Rory McRae,’ she said straightening in her high-backed chair.

  ‘Are ye sure, lass?’

  Keila gingerly wiped her fingertips across her right cheek to make certain there was no evidence of drool, either wet or dry, marking her face. ‘Aye, I’m sure.’

  ‘Then who left that great puddle of drool on yer table?’

  Keila’s gaze slid straight to where she’d just lifted her head before she realised Rory was jesting. Her smile widened and she looked up at him. ‘I’m pleased to see you’re in a fine fettle this morning, Rory.’

  ‘And I’m pleased to know yer alive, lass,’ he said with a grin that slipped into a frown. ‘I thought the lad I found at yer door this morn was dead for certain.’

  Keila’s entire body tensed. She stood. A lad being beaten was a cowardly act, but not unheard of about Glenlivet. Nor was the burning or pillaging of someone’s home. All reasons Keila ensured they always paid their protection money. But some suffered hard times and didn’t have the coin. ‘What lad, Rory?’

  ‘We put him on a pallet in the healing room below and then came here to wake you,’ Moira said in a sober tone, as she stopped beside Rory. ‘He’s alive, but he’s been sorely beaten.’

  Keila searched Moira’s tight-lipped expression and Rory’s frown. While it was suggested not to interfere in someone else’s troubles, she refused to do nothing. ‘I’ll see to him now.’ Shaking out her woollen skirts, she stepped from behind her desk and headed for the doorway leading out of her small chamber. She started down the timber staircase, Rory at her heels.

  ‘I found him lying facedown at the door to Drummin House as the sun rose this morn,’ Rory said. ‘Looks like he’d crawled there, but passed out before he could knock. His sleep is a deep one, lass. He’s lucky the rains stayed away through the night, else he might have drowned in a shallow puddle.’

  Knots, borne of concern for the beaten lad, formed and grew inside Keila’s belly with each step she took and with every word Rory spoke. Thank the stars above Rory’s day had begun well and he’d ventured from his nearby croft at dawn as usual.

  ‘I’ll set these pots down by the hearth, then check the lad’s horse.’

  Keila stopped and turned to Rory. ‘He still has his horse?’

  Rory nodded. ‘Oh, aye. The great beast was standing over the lad, protecting him, like. It wasn’t easy moving the lad away and inside. ’Tis a fine beast, lass.’ A look of awe crossed Rory’s face. ‘All darkness splashed with fire, and a fury to match.’ He slowly shook his head. ‘I couldn’t get near enough to lead him around the back to the stable, but I’ll fetch a pail of grain and give it another try.’

  ‘My thanks, Rory, but please, have a care.’ Keila resumed making her way to the healing room. If the lad was beaten but still had his horse, the attack wasn’t a robbery.

  ‘I’l
l fetch water and cloths and will meet you in the healing room,’ Moira said, turning toward the kitchen.

  ‘I’d appreciate your help, Moira,’ Keila said, heading in the opposite direction.

  ‘You’ll need it, lass.’

  Keila glanced back at the older woman but didn’t miss a step; her fear growing that the lad’s condition was graver than she hoped. She might already be too late to help him.

  She drew even with the healing room’s threshold and reminded herself she couldn’t save everyone. No one could. She wasn’t a healer. Her Aunt Fiona had only taught her a few basic healing skills when she was eight. She could only do her best.

  Her gaze found the pallet on the opposite wall. Her legs ceased moving. Her hand grasped the doorway. Her fingers clenched stone and her heart skipped two beats. But no matter which way she angled her head to study the injured stranger, no lad lay on the healing room pallet.

  Dust-covered leather boots encased large feet that almost hung over the end of the pallet. His boots continued up and covered his legs to his dirt-smeared knees, left bare by the faded blue plaid draping his thighs and hips. Green and brown smudges marred the tail of his linen shirt that had come untucked from his waistband. A leather vest, which looked worn, yet soft, covered his big body from flat stomach to wide shoulders. Clumps of matted hair that looked like stalks of wheat left to dry on the banks of a loch trailed over his leather-clad shoulders. The once stark white sleeves of his linen shirt were smeared with dark, dried spots of blood. Her initial appraisal showed no obvious wounds, but she couldn’t see the man’s face for his head was turned toward the wall. The blood must have come from somewhere.

  The broad chest beneath the vest rose and fell with lengthy breaths as she watched, and a sense of relief rushed through her. He was alive.

  With a small flexing of her fingers on stone and a steadying breath, she released her hold and entered the healing room. She halted near the foot of the pallet when she was close enough to see one side of his beaten face. Her breathing quickened as her fingers twisted together.

 
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